hell0z(:

i'm not really happy today. ):

but, YAY!~ 4EC'o7 finally become united.
we did the class decor together and eliza, hui took lots of pictures of it. hahaha, i'm loving 4EC'o7 more&more. xD

graph plotting test was alright la, hopefully i can score well for it? can pass&score.
now, passing is not my goal anymore, scoring is my goal.

took back history test, 11/13. :D
well done huh? studied for 10mins and TADA!~ :P no la, it's easy, understanding is enough. (=

after school, went for cldds rehearse.
eliza, dont sad kays. even if you cannot make it, you still took part in it together with us. :D
took pictures with my fav. junior-Keqin.
will post it up when eliza send me the pictures.

went to ahma house after that, chat with ahma&auntie den played with joycelyn.
and i took a nap. :D finally.. haha.

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our school seemed to have done quite well for Os.. it must be the efforts they put in.

i'm now very worried for Os.
the pressure is coming down, HARD & will i be able to cope with it?

my parents didn't give much pressure at all, in fact, no pressure's coming from them. i'm grateful, thankful for that and their only hope is for vonne&me to get into poly. can i even make it till there? can i even do well enough to make up to their little expectation?

i want more than making them happy by entering poly. i want to make them proud of their daughter-yvonne&elaine. i want them to be proud of us like they are to my brother.

i know they're both forever proud of us, but... i want them to be really happy&proud of the three of us.
from young till now, they never give me much stress or whatsoever. never. they're always there to say, "nevermind, there is always a next time, work harder. " when we did badly.

but in Os, there is no next time. no at all. ):
will i be able to do well with my maths that suck? &my science that's not so well?

f&n work to be done too, cldds rehearsal and there will be another performance in march or when-i think.
gosh, cca is coming down hard this yr too.

mdm lim (mother of 4EC'o7) is another person whom i dont wish to disappoint at all.
she's always so kind, nice, patient to us&i wish to make her proud too.

and also, i wish to be really proud of myself too. although i never ever look down on myself before

my desire is to do well in Os and get into poly.
but can i make it come true?

YES? if i put i efforts?
that's what i believe in, but... can mar?

4EC'o7, work hard kays.
lets make mother of 4EC'7 proud of us, her children.
we can do it, ya? (=

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to all my dear friends,
alicia, emerlyn, eliza, sarah, sihui, ziqian, yiru, yvonne
ivan, hy, bx, weiloong, jh

let's study hard&smart together, &make it through this year.
make it a year full of memories (:

that's all.
i should think positive, :D



elaine&eliza {reflections}
random thoughts

曾经以为我就我，
不需要他人的关怀，
但，我错了…
我其实也有脆弱的时候，
也有需要被呵护的时候~

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